You're right..actually I love my family,my country,religion,language..but I afraid may be you're right I have to be ready for new life first..and I have to keep some money on my pocket.I know that life is not easy!..thxx (:
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I think it is good that you have decided to try and improve your life but dont forget there are good men and bad men in all countries,religions and some cultures are quite oppressive for women i think to move away for a while could do some good but you shouldnt feel you need to change everything about yourself im sure one day your time will come to be happy with another but like me maybee we should do things to make ourselves happy first but dont forget family are still an important part of everyones life so dont cut them out completely.
I have also been thinking of moving abroad and living life but i dont think im brave enough yet so have started looking for a new job and will try to put some money away ready.
Take care :)  

Sometimes little things makes us happy like little white snowman.

well..unless we have a big family,important career,great lifes,lot of friends we're alone in our little life.sometimes I'm thinkin' I have everything why I'm still upset..thats why you feel alone!..I think you're not alone when You're thinkin' like this..everybody alone not only you..don't worry!..no matter language,country,culture....peacefull is in your heart..if you find it I'm sure you can't feel alone..
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Hey,don't wait for love..I'm sure your Romeo will find you someday immidiately..just be patient...and don't forget if you don't kiss enough frog you can't find your love never..
Good Luck!!

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well,are you sure that you fall in love with her(16)? or just you like her ,like makin' smt together. probably you have problems with your wife and you just want to think like it.

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I like your advise to him.I glad you at all but I think when you wait for love you can't find anyone and when you feel smo close you immidiately it means he/she is real love..I mean don't wait for love I'm sure she can find you someday and never leave you alone.just be patient...

well, great understand each other..I sad again when I read your comment cuz I understand you well..we live same things...I think,when u love smo he/she must be near you.I mean its difficult to live abroad...and about your comments I understand that he's marry right?...if he's really marryand he didn't say you that before its too bad it means he's liar and he says you lies...I thought about your comment he still interest with you unless he's marry and I noticed that you don't have any idea about your languages and he's turkish...believe me it can be funny but its not.when you love smo a lot,doesn't matter his language,religion,culture..but it depends if he's marry.I read you're crying right? why for are you crying? for you love him and he's marry or he said you a really important lie like marry..ohh its really bad and I'm still crying when I'm writing you that..pls be stop thinking him !(I know its not easy but) its best way I think.I read your comment like my story cuz its similar.sorry for long message again :s

i know what you mean Every day i feel im turning into my mother no matter wha i do!!

Just wanted you to know that your post has helped me allot i too have fallen for a man in another country whilst on holiday i miss him so much it hurts i cant stop crying when im alone. We talked on MSN when i returned home but as soon as we sorted our language barrier out (found translation site) he told me he was married yet when i was with him he said no girlfriend just on phone little this hurt the most as i would not have got close if i new then after a few months talking on MSN he stopped appearing on line i know he used internet cafe and has to pay so kept up with the texting he sent a few to me and i replied then he stopped texting and just 1 belled me then about a week ago he rang me to talk but i was so nervous i said hello and he said hi love  but we couldnt understand each other and he hung up so i sent him a message saying sorry i not speak Turkce he replied with a 1 bell so i sent good night in his words but he has not rang me or text for 4 days when he used to call every night This makes me feel so sad and dissopointed but after reading your post i feel maybee now is the time to let our friendship fade
Thank you for helping me understand it can happen to anyone and is probibly best to get over it like you have  
Sorry its so long but i got carried away having someone to relate to THANKS AGAIN good luck with your life

I have two girls 14 months apart.  The second was a surprise happening only the first time we were together after our first child was born.  It was scary as we didn't know how we would pay for things as my wife and I were both in our 20s, but I think its the best thing we ever did, Abby is 2 and Madison is 1 and already walking and playing with her sister.  Having them close together meant we already had everything we needed and it wasn't much of an additional expense.  I imagine when they both go to college or both want cars, it will be hard affording them both at the same time, but I have 17 years to figure that out.  
 
I expect good things to happen, so I'm confident things will work out, I love my kids dearly and wouldn't have it any other way.
 
Your family is first, you could move to a cheaper location, sacrifice on going out to eat or sell your car and buy a junker, but you can never have kids earlier once you are older and having them when you are young means growing up with them, being young enough to enjoy the fun parts of their lives, not going to the high school graduation in a walker with a hearing aide, like most of the 40ish new parents I see now... who wants to be 60 when their kids are just turning 18....
 
probably no help but its just one man's opinion.  you think its expensive but its not.