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I hate you, TMZ

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 06:32:04 +0100

Yesterday, while inching along on the 405 I saw a what appeared to be a gasoline tanker covered in TMZ advertising. What The Fuck?! WHY!?
TV and radio have commercials, side walks have advertisement on bus benches, streets have bill boards, movies have previews and restaurants even have ads in their menu's and place mats... everywhere we go we are assaulted, bombarded and attacked by advertisement. Consumerism consuming us. The more we ignore the more extreme it gets. At least I can skip commercials (thanks TIVO), listen to CD's and engage in other avoidance driven behavior... but the truck? It simply inched along with us as most people in traffic are not even able to much more than that.
I HATE YOU, TMZ. You are disgusting.

holiday romance

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 14:58:52 +0100

Why do you always fall in love on holiday i feel so stupid but i cant stop thinking of this person we never did anything wile i was away but i so wish i did!

barefoot

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 04:47:11 +0100

I love going barefoot. Doesn't matter if it's at a cafe or shopping, I just love the feeling of walking around in my bare feet.

Happy Birthday to a Dear Friend...

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 17:59:11 +0100

Just sending out birthday wishes to a very dear friend... I wish I could be there to celebrate with you. I wish things weren't the way they are between us, but I understand... I am thinking about you constantly on this day. Please forgive me for not contacting you directly to say, "Happy Birthday", but I figured that you would prefer it this way. I hope I have not hurt you by doing what I think you want... I miss you terribly, and I would certainly want to tell you "Happy Birthday" in person and with gifts and fun surprises galore! I love you dearly, T. I always will... May your birthday be as special as you are! -C

I hate my leg

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:03:35 +0100

Yes .. I hate it

I'm tired

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 23:25:35 +0100

I’m tired of me, myself and I. I’m tired of pretending I’m not who I am. I’m tired of not making new friends and abandoning my old friends. I’m tired of pretending like this doesn’t affect me. I’m tired of not being able to express my real opinion. I’m tired of going out to a bar and getting obliterated in order to attempt to feel normal. I’m tired of disappointing the people that mean the most to me. I’m tired of disappointing myself. I’m tired of feeling I’m not “like the other boys.” I’m tired of thinking I’m abnormal. I’m tired of thinking I’m a failure. I’m tired of being told I’m not realizing my full potential. I’m tired of picking fights in order to mask my self confidence. I’m tired of picking fights with myself. I’m tired of regretting my life. I’m tired of worrying what other people think of me. I’m tired of worrying what I think of myself. I’m tired of my own failure. And above all I’m tired of my own mind always berating me.
I’m tired of being me.
I just want to stop being tired.

My Life

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 14:48:20 +0100

My dreams have been shattered, my life is a mess ive nobody to talk to and my family are so frustrating!!! I dont know what to do for the best. (Thanks for letting me have a moan)

Friends with benefits

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:28:33 +0100

I’ve become close with one of my housemates over the course of the year and recently we decided to experiment a little bit and take things further. We shagged for a good few weeks – which was great! But we eventually decided that it wasn’t a good idea and should call it quits. It was more me than her that decided this. I realised that it was lust not love and was worried about hurting her. Fortunately it all worked out and we’re still great friends.

However, a girl who I was besotted with a while ago has recently confessed that she has feelings for me and always has! This was the girl who really scarred my heart and took ages to get over. I made myself believe that she simply wasn’t interested.

Well we have now become friends with benefits. Twice. I’ve told myself not to get attached (which I don’t think I will) for fear of getting hurt again. She knows this. So it’s basically casual, relatively emotion-free sex.

However, the ex friend with benefits doesn’t know about my recent doings. Although its over between her and I, I still know she would be really upset if she knew about this other girl and I’m worried about telling her.

Do I tell her? Do I carry on and hope she doesn’t find out (with the intention of avoiding causing any heartache). Is what I’m doing alright? In my own defense it does take two to tango and I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong. I just don’t want to hurt anyone…

Thoughts?

Mackenzie Loewe

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:26:16 +0100

If you live in Maryland in St.Marys County near the school FAW or go to it just dont tell Mackenzie I her. FAW is near Lenordtown!

Wearing your heart on your sleeve

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 11:59:15 +0100

Is it bad to wear your heart on your sleeve?��Today I was told that I wear my heart on my sleeve and it gets in the way.��I am a completely honest person.��I strive to be honest and open with people.��I hate beating around the bush.��Today I expressed some frustrations over an event that a group that I belong to was planning.��I had already planned and promoted (for more than a month) an event for that same day and then another came along.��I felt like my toes were being stepped on and there wasn't any reason that the new event couldn't be rescheduled.��i expressed my frustrations to the director.��I cry when I get frustrated - I wear my heart on my sleeve.��He told me that it [my heart on my sleeve] was getting in the way.��Is this really such a bad thing?��I am passionate about what I am trying to accomplish and he wasn't able to communicate a valid reason for not moving the new event.��I was wanting my voice to be heard and had expressed it numerous other times without it being addressed before this point.��I would appreciate your thoughts.