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Changed life

Tue, 18 May 2010 20:08:28 +0100

i am a kid age of 15 and man do i have a story for you all
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i lived in massachusetts for my hole life with my mom dad sister and brother. and for atleast out of 3 of the years living there me my brother and mom played this game WORLD OF WARCRAFT like i said we played for 3 years when we lived in mass. i come home one day to my mom saying she is in love with someone she met on this game world of warcraft so about 2 months later she leaves my dad and me and her move to pennslvanyia where this guy lives and its ok at first but my sister and brother��are still there with my dad so we visit them in the summer and things go wrong so my mom takes them back to PA to live with this guy��she met on an online video game so for the hole summer things are ok then comes the school year and i turn very unhappy i start to miss all my old friends and family all of them are in mass��so the school year comes and i start to do really bad i act up in school and im getitng bad grades all because i am extreamly unhappy i do not know what to do my mother has completly changed she was a kind loving person that would do anything for her children no she is a hatfull selfish bitch that puts her children after this guy she met online we have to beg for clothes and stuff we need one time he went out and got subway and we had to beg for him to give it to us i mean really beg to he thinks he is some kind of god because he is a jahovah wittness he always tellsme mom that me and my brother and sister are going to die from jahovah because we are little satan demons like wtf is wrong with this guy then he treats us all like shit and tells us we will never become anything in life and trys to get my mom to beat us if we do something wrong and he always preaches his jahovah wittnes shit to us my mom use to make fun of those kind of people now shes like ohh i love jahovah and she wants to become one MY HOLE LIFE IS HELL I DO NOT NO WHAT TO DO SOMEONE PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AND TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS LEAVE A FACEBOOK LINK OR SOMETHING I REALLY NEED A FRIEND TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS IM GETTIN A BAD CASE OF DEPRESSION OVER THIS A REMEMBER IM ONLY 15 HAVING DEPRESSION AT THIS AGE IS NOT GOOD AND ON TOP OF IT MY MOTHER DOES NOT CARE PLZ SOMEONE RESPONG TO ME

my bro

Wed, 05 May 2010 04:53:14 +0100

me and my brother are always fighting..... its just that he gets some things from other people but not even asking to borrow..... one time i was gone for thee days and used my mp4 but he didn't ask me he ask my mom..... he always ask to borrow it but i don't want to..... please leave adivices

I hate myself

Tue, 30 Mar 2010 19:07:05 +0100

i hate myself...
more than a dear hates a lion or a cockroach hates an insect repellent.
i am kind of addicted to masturbation as i masturbate once a week..
i have controlled myself for a month many times..
But i ultimately end up masturbating..
i am the most untalented person in the whole world...
i am not good at sports..
i am not good at co-curricular activities...
i am not not at flirting with girls..
i am not good in academics..
in short i am the biggest asshole in the whole world..

You broke me

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:31:11 +0100

I die inside everytime someone breaks me. I want to feel and be free but it's by possible and everyone keeps yelling and pushng and pulling me around. Thinking I Don't notice at all. I wish I did notice because at least then. Would be satisfied. I notice the lies, the talking and all the things they d behind my back. I want to forget but they keep a hold on me. Taming my inner side.

girls you treat like gold

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 18:33:55 +0100

Why do girls I treat like gold always screw me over..

I hate you, TMZ

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 06:32:04 +0100

Yesterday, while inching along on the 405 I saw a what appeared to be a gasoline tanker covered in TMZ advertising. What The Fuck?! WHY!?
TV and radio have commercials, side walks have advertisement on bus benches, streets have bill boards, movies have previews and restaurants even have ads in their menu's and place mats... everywhere we go we are assaulted, bombarded and attacked by advertisement. Consumerism consuming us. The more we ignore the more extreme it gets. At least I can skip commercials (thanks TIVO), listen to CD's and engage in other avoidance driven behavior... but the truck? It simply inched along with us as most people in traffic are not even able to much more than that.
I HATE YOU, TMZ. You are disgusting.

I hate my leg

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:03:35 +0100

Yes .. I hate it

Mark Gillman

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 11:27:36 +0100

Which marketing genius allowed that shallow, over opinionated, irritating tosser back onto the radio? Thanks for spoiling our weekends. We are now EX 5fm listeners.

I think I hate you

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 23:46:56 +0100

It's been 4 yrs. since you asked me for a ride home at work. It's been pretty much a living hell but I am now stuck here with you in the hell you created for my life. I made a terrible mistake that 4 yrs. ago by falling for you just because you were beautiful. I just came out of a 15 yr relationship and you knew that. You needed a patsy to get you out of where you were and you did anything to get me to do what you wanted me to, even sleep with me 3 times, whatever it took. You proceeded to treat me like shit and I, an idiot and lovestruck, followed you around like a puppy dog. You dumpped me and got married cuz you finally found a man instead of a woman to be at your beck and call. Then I find myself selling everything I own and moving to the Islands to be with you and your new "Him". Loving you now consists of the 3 of us and I am the "Backup" so to speak. We all eventually come home and now I have no where to go and I have nothing to my name because I gave it all up for YOU! Here I am living with the 2 of you, being treated like an outcast, begging for scraps from you, praying for the day disability kicks in and I am on my own and away from you. You used me for all you could get and for what you needed at the time and now I'm here living with the 2 of you and watching you use him for all you can get out of him. You treat him the same way you treated me but he's an idiot and a man and as long as you do the nasty with him at least sometimes, cuz you hate sex, then your safe and he'll give you anything you want and put up with your moody sybil shit......all you gotta do is do him once every other month so he shuts up.....lucky you, small price to pay for everything you want isn't it? I have nothing now because of you yet I am gratefull for the roof over my head and the food. I'm your pity case now, I'm not even an adult, you and your "him" call me your child....how nice. I can't say anything, I can't say anything about anything cuz I have no rights here. I just have to hold everything in and bite my tongue and bide my time until I can get out. When you fight with him or when he's off on a job for a few days, I suddenly become your best bud again and we laff and have a ball but when things are going good with you 2 or he's home for a few days then hell, screw me! I vow to myself that I will hate you inside and treat you cold, but then you speak to me all cute and once again I melt and am at your beck and call. I'm an idiot mostly, all the crap you put me threw and all the drunken bullshit I had to go through because of you, the times you punched me in the face for no reason cuz you were drunk, everything. Trust me, if I could leave here I would, praying for disabilty is taking it's toll on me. I want to get away from you, to leave you finally, to let you live your own life and do to him what you did to me...even worse...poor guy; but there's a stupid stupid part of me that hurts at the thought of leaving you and will miss you so bad. My God I'm an idiot and a gluton for punishment. You know damn well that when I am finally free I won't be free for long because when the time comes when you screw up your life with him and take all you could have and he's finally had enough of you, that you will come running to me to stay with me and to help you take whatever I can give you to help you along your way. You know damn well it's gonna happen and I pray to God that I have a girlfriend then and I am unable to jump when you ask. As sad and pathetic as this sounds, I'll always be in love with the stupid straight girl who took advantage of me and used me for her own benefit and I'll probably always run to your aid. You know, if I was in my 20's this story would seem logical, unfortunately I am a lesbian in my 40's that should have known better and should have run the other way when a beautiful straight women flirted with me. I have no excuse, I guess I'm just plainly an idiot and I got taken in by a straight woman who happend to be so very beautiful. I'm probably no better than a man who thought with his privates I guess. Look where it got me, I have nothing now, just some boxes left of my life, I have lost my spirit and myself while I live here with her, who I secretly deep inside, have feelings for cuz the bitch started it, my life sucks and she treats me like a martyer cuz I'm here and they give me so much, she treats me like a child except when she "needs" me of course. I hate myself for loving you and I hate who and what you really are, your looks get you whatever you want in life, no matter who you screw along the way. Nice bitch! I have hope that when disability comes in I will be free and free from you and free to live my own life, whatever it may be and as pathetic as it may be. You have put me through 4 yrs. of hell and I finally have hope that I can recover from knowing you. Why, no matter how determined I am, do I still secretly deep within me in the corners of my being, am I still so very much in love with her? Why?

10 things I hate about...

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 14:13:42 +0100

1. I hate people who make assumptions about others before making any effort to get to know them...

2. I hate people who start a sentence with “I’m not a racist but...”

3. I hate people who have a disregard for road signs and red traffic lights...

4. I hate big, brain-dead bouncers at nightclubs...

5. I hate the fact that it is only a few people that put our country (South Africa) to shame...

6. I hate people who cheat, and guys that are dicks to women giving us all a bad name...

7. I hate negative people who love to complain...

8. I hate dishonesty and being lied to...

9. I hate early mornings...

10. I hate hating things...