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I LOVE my life!

Tue, 20 Jul 2010 14:00:26 +0100

Hey people! I'm really REALLY HAPPY today!!!Youooohuuuoo!!! This morning I felt just exhausted and blue....The thing is that I miss my dear friend, she is my precious teacher and we have very warm relationships...But now don't see her.That's why I felt so bad...But then I thought I mustn't lost my heart! I started to believe that everything will be very well!...because I WANT IT! our friendship must flourish and live forever!...So, I like spread my wings!...I began dancing and singing!oh!I felt so goooooood! Then I undestood I have a really happy life!=)

...sometimes it's so important to pull oneself together when one's down!

happiness

Mon, 31 May 2010 09:29:54 +0100

i want to spend the rest of my life with you

Why?

Tue, 18 May 2010 20:08:44 +0100

I have a boyfriend. He's not talking to me right now. And I don't know why. He's doing this for the second time. He says he just wants me to miss him. But I do miss him right now. And I don't fucking want him to not talk to me.

Relationship

Tue, 18 May 2010 03:10:54 +0100

I am in a great relationship and I love this guy I am with. Being in a relationship is strange, I can't stop thinking about him, in a way, I almost feel like I am losing myself, how do I rein my feelings. Do you go all out or do you try to control your feelings. But you always hear that this initial stage of a relationship doesn't last. On one hand I hope I can always feel that way, on the other hand I want this to be over so I feel more in control.

Loveless

Mon, 12 Apr 2010 08:01:34 +0100

I'm 15. So far, I've had no boyfriend, no crush, whatsoever but plenty of admirers whom I don't have the least attractive (personality-wise)! Is there something wrong with me?
Most of my classmates and schoolmates have all already been attatched, but not me. I haven't even been on a date before. Why???
Also... What is it that most guys look for in girls? Quiet? Spontaeneous? Beauty? Originality?

Different Color

Mon, 12 Apr 2010 07:26:33 +0100

I'm a 15 year old girl, and I like this 16 year old boy from my school. We met thanks to orator tryouts, which we both made it, me being the youngest of the team.
He goes out of his way to take the same bus with me, leave me under my block and walk home which is quite far away.
He's told his friends who told me that he likes me, but he doesn't dare to say anything, and neither do I because... we're of different colors.

that feeling

Wed, 07 Apr 2010 00:30:41 +0100

you know that feelin you fet when you really really like someone? when u give them a hug u have that feeling of not wanting to let go? well ive been missin that alot for some reason. idk i guess that its just been awhile sence ive felt that feeling of safness and love.. sp right now im dating this girl and things are eh ok. i like flirting with her n all but sometimes i just wonder why im with her. i like her a little like friends with benifits. and i so suddenly jumped into this relationship. and now im thinking to myself amd i dating her because i really like her?..because what i feel is somewthing real? or am i just using her to try to get that feelin back? i dont wanna hurt her, and i also dont wanna get hurt myself. when i hug her i just dont want to let go maybe because im craving for that feeling again or maybe its that i like her and i want this to last for ever..idk im just so confused...

will i be the same Again...

Fri, 02 Apr 2010 23:49:02 +0100

I am not able to do things the way they should be done.
Well I don’t know will I be able to be in a relationship, be with anyone.
Love anyone the way I loved her.
Or even love someone at all.

There is a familiar feeling that comes to me every time;
I don’t know what to name it.
What I feel is like I lost something that just meant every thing to me.

You see someone who makes you happy, makes you feel alive, something you don’t get too much.
Then you start to see something else that you never saw before;
Dreams that you never dreamt of, you start living a life you never lived before.

It’s like your life takes a turn to the highway, and you feel your life is in motion for the first time of your life, and while it’s running you take it all in, all the feelings, all the happiness that it’s giving to you; and then you come to the bridge of your dreams and it’s the time that you know you want to live it, every bit of it. As you know what’s ahead of you; the city of Life, Joy, Happiness, Love, all the Good things in the world.

And while your life is on the Bridge of Dreams;
the bridge gets collapsed and you start falling, you see debris falling all around you, all your dreams shattered falling with you; falling down in the darkness, you don’t feel the Gravity but still every thing is falling as you see the sky going further away from you while you fall and the darkness engulfs you slowly.......

I loved her too much to ever imagine her being away from me...
and now when she is gone i feel like love is not for me,
i feel like i am becoming a person who doesn't feel anything,
or maybe don't want to feel anything, maybe that's what best for me.
there is no love happiness and so i think its better not to feel anything, that way i will escape the pain...maybe.
i am just trying to live like i used too but it seems impossible,
every thing i love to do reminds me of her...
No matter where i go i cant escape, she is inside me in my heart.

She meant the world to me, and now that world is gone.
What i know is i need to create a new world to live in.
but nothing in that world should remind me of her,
it should be new, different and so i know i cant be same again.
and so it means that i will have to leave all the thing i used do,
all the things i loved to do.
I cant sing,
i cant dance,
i cant dream,
cant love,
ever again.

But even then my heart asks to me,
will i ever be the same again.....

Carlo

Fri, 02 Apr 2010 16:14:55 +0100

MY LOVE FOR YOU
what you fear to show me I already see
Darkest evil in your mind is laced,
sewn and embroidered with inconceivable beauty,
Heart as passionate and enraged as the deepest sea.
My love for you like unquenchable fire,
Longing to fight for you, I can't fight you.
Cheeks drenched with warm tears
countless prayers for you are unceasing

Your breath fills my lungs like earth
Honey on my cheeks as your hair touches my face
Ocean to land is the comparison I have
neither one an enemy, partners to survive.
Screaming on the inside for your fears to subside
The walls of the dam are creaking
She wants to envelope you with her love
wrap you up in her lips and bring you comfort.
Arms to hold and be held,
This man is so sturdy but let him be stronger yet.
Strengthened by bonds welded by devotion,
chains will be broken and cages destroyed
Let freedom reign in these hearts.

A.R

Love's not for everyone

Sun, 21 Mar 2010 22:48:30 +0100

Not meant to be.......

Time takes its toll, it passes so fast
luck comes sometimes but will not last.
When great things come it seems so real
but illusions can mask how you truely feel.

A beautiful smile with a sparkle in her eye
it gives you hope, and wills you to try
the spring in her step and sound of her laugh
clears your thoughts and hints on a path.
Then suddenly ruined by the words in your mind
you cannot win , you are falling behind,
history repeats like a deafening echo
the sories that were, bueried so deep
arises in dreams like a mysterious memo.
Pain can be handled, can be put aside
once is fine and and will pass with the tide
the second one hides like a bellowing wave
waiting to crash when you get too tame
Step into the shallow to re-think your shame,
ambushed from the side and shows you the grave
you escape in time reminded of the risk
your heart is broken and cannot be fixed.

Lonely is the path more traveled
its the safe road that keeps you sheltered
Love is the choice that can end your belief
it can mean the world or end up in grief,
look at your heart, take it off your sleeve
put it away and forget about you dreams
your misery will end after many a year
alsong as you sanity remains behind the tears.
the story will end, the book will close,
you live your life no longer exposed....