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Unfortunate

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 12:00:34 +0100

I feel so alone and always will.��I'm confused about who I am.��Is it wrong to feel most attracted to those the law deems too young?��Not paedophilia, but I still feel like a 15-year-old, why can't I be with someone my own mental age?

i now think my self ugly

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 20:28:51 +0100

Im quite yong but thats not the point
i would like to know what other people think it would really help me
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at school im bullied a lot and want to put a stop to it its harrd and confusing to put it into words but its not verbal mantal or phiscal what she does is talks to another girl aabout me alot
the other week she bought a book in and i wasnt aloud to see in it (no suprise)
and she and this other girl were writing about me like saying i was thick, stupid, fat, ugly...
its really dissapointing and ever since ive felt those thing evrey time i go to eat a choc bar i feel that im fat and shouldnt do it
and i find im wearing more and more make-up because i now think my self ugly
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what can i do?????????
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please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!
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jodie

MY Kids

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 15:17:37 +0100

Oh my its nearly christmas ive lost my job, My cars a death trap so i cant use it, my pet died, and teenage kids say they dont need a christmas presant arnt they just the best! But what do i get them?
Love you Kids!xxx

What to say?

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 19:01:43 +0100

I have a boyfriend but when i am around him i try to talk but i just freeze up & dont know what to saY........
i try to talk to him but i cant make the words come out of my mouth i really need some help because i really like him and i dont want to screw it up......again.

Good bye

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 16:17:27 +0100

Took my pet to the vet this morning and had to have her put to sleep now i feel sooooo guilty but she was porley
Then i had to bury her in the garden that was very hard to do.
( i havnt told the kids yet wish me luck)

I'm tired

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 23:25:35 +0100

I’m tired of me, myself and I. I’m tired of pretending I’m not who I am. I’m tired of not making new friends and abandoning my old friends. I’m tired of pretending like this doesn’t affect me. I’m tired of not being able to express my real opinion. I’m tired of going out to a bar and getting obliterated in order to attempt to feel normal. I’m tired of disappointing the people that mean the most to me. I’m tired of disappointing myself. I’m tired of feeling I’m not “like the other boys.” I’m tired of thinking I’m abnormal. I’m tired of thinking I’m a failure. I’m tired of being told I’m not realizing my full potential. I’m tired of picking fights in order to mask my self confidence. I’m tired of picking fights with myself. I’m tired of regretting my life. I’m tired of worrying what other people think of me. I’m tired of worrying what I think of myself. I’m tired of my own failure. And above all I’m tired of my own mind always berating me.
I’m tired of being me.
I just want to stop being tired.

My Life

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 14:48:20 +0100

My dreams have been shattered, my life is a mess ive nobody to talk to and my family are so frustrating!!! I dont know what to do for the best. (Thanks for letting me have a moan)

Friends with benefits

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:28:33 +0100

I’ve become close with one of my housemates over the course of the year and recently we decided to experiment a little bit and take things further. We shagged for a good few weeks – which was great! But we eventually decided that it wasn’t a good idea and should call it quits. It was more me than her that decided this. I realised that it was lust not love and was worried about hurting her. Fortunately it all worked out and we’re still great friends.

However, a girl who I was besotted with a while ago has recently confessed that she has feelings for me and always has! This was the girl who really scarred my heart and took ages to get over. I made myself believe that she simply wasn’t interested.

Well we have now become friends with benefits. Twice. I’ve told myself not to get attached (which I don’t think I will) for fear of getting hurt again. She knows this. So it’s basically casual, relatively emotion-free sex.

However, the ex friend with benefits doesn’t know about my recent doings. Although its over between her and I, I still know she would be really upset if she knew about this other girl and I’m worried about telling her.

Do I tell her? Do I carry on and hope she doesn’t find out (with the intention of avoiding causing any heartache). Is what I’m doing alright? In my own defense it does take two to tango and I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong. I just don’t want to hurt anyone…

Thoughts?

Wearing your heart on your sleeve

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 11:59:15 +0100

Is it bad to wear your heart on your sleeve?��Today I was told that I wear my heart on my sleeve and it gets in the way.��I am a completely honest person.��I strive to be honest and open with people.��I hate beating around the bush.��Today I expressed some frustrations over an event that a group that I belong to was planning.��I had already planned and promoted (for more than a month) an event for that same day and then another came along.��I felt like my toes were being stepped on and there wasn't any reason that the new event couldn't be rescheduled.��i expressed my frustrations to the director.��I cry when I get frustrated - I wear my heart on my sleeve.��He told me that it [my heart on my sleeve] was getting in the way.��Is this really such a bad thing?��I am passionate about what I am trying to accomplish and he wasn't able to communicate a valid reason for not moving the new event.��I was wanting my voice to be heard and had expressed it numerous other times without it being addressed before this point.��I would appreciate your thoughts.

I need sex

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 04:44:35 +0100

My wife is not interested anymore...