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Miserable

Wed, 28 Jul 2010 21:10:45 +0100

I dont know why but things are always getting in my way. They dont let me fulill my dreams in my life while other people around me have the same dreams.. nothing is stopping them. How will i achieve to be happy in my life without achieving what i want to do?

I NEED HELP

Tue, 06 Jul 2010 17:37:22 +0100

I am soooo lost in life right now and i don't know where to turn. Everytime I'm on track to be great, something comes and throws me off completely...DAMN DAMN DAMN I hate playing victim, but there is no one to talk too who would really understand...This is one of those times when I really wish I could just hide under a rock for like 20 yrs. Damn I never ask for much, but it seems like i cannot escape problems. The worst part of it all, is that it is all from my own doing...According to my life schedule, I am now 3 years behind where I am supposed to be, and it is nothing but an uphill battle from here one out, at least until December anyway...

On a lighter note, the only thing keeping me sane is knowing graduation is coming soon and I can't wait...I'm glad I found this sight and it will get bookmarked...for the time being, I have given myself 4min. to sulk and have a pity party, then it's time to hop back to the track to greatness

yay

Sat, 24 Apr 2010 21:02:20 +0100

I LOVE HIM!!!!!!! i love him i love him i love him!! and guess what!!! he loves me more !!!!! yipeee

its fate.

Thu, 08 Apr 2010 11:17:24 +0100

hi,im a girl who is in trouble..i love a boy whose country is so far away then mine..im thinkin him every single day and dream..we met 20 months ago in my country..he was tourist and i was workin as an interpreter..then we met and liked each other..he turned back his country..but i stayed here and began to think him...16 months ago we began to talk on facebook then on msn..he says me that we will meet someday..he will come to my country again,learn my language,find a job and marry with me....

im sure i found my soulmate but we cant see each other..its Fate and hate it..

So depressed about life

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 04:17:29 +0100

The past week has been really hard. For one my big brothers girlfriend broke up with him after 6 years of dating and she was like a sister to me. She helped me with my homework, helped me with my problems. And now she's just Gone out of my life. I started crying at school because of that and I didn't tell some of my "3" friends and they got mad at me and said "we are tired of your crap!" and walked away. So I now have no friends, on the 'popular' level I'm 0! Nobody cares about me and I have no friends! And I tried out for U16 soccer (I'm only 13) and I don't think I'll make it. I have really low confidence and I'm tired of being everyones punchingbag

WHy are people so mean

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 04:01:53 +0100

OMG This girl just comes up to me and tells me im a loser and im ugly and have no friends.What did i do i just meet this girl and she tells me all this.GOD someone help me i fell like the world would be better with out me.

feeling

Tue, 09 Feb 2010 16:23:13 +0100

ab apne apne tarah se apna samay istmal kar rahe h kisi ko bhi pata nahi h ki mere sath kya ho raha h. itni badi duniya me m kiske liye ji
rahi hu sach kahu to mujhe nahi pata. agar me ye kahti hu ki me bacho ke liye jee rahi hu to shayad nahi unke liye me kya kar rahi hu kuch bhi to nahi phir
ye bahana kyun h jeene ke lye. bhagwan ne shayad dhan rakhi h ki mujhe jo chahiye wo mujhe kabhi nahi dega. lekin agar bhagwan tu h kahin to tujhe to pata
h na ki meri koi galti nahi h phir mujhe kyun saja mil rahi h. kais amehsus hota h jab pata chale ki pari duniya me koi nahi h jo aapke sath h aap
jis ke sath hans sakte ho ro sakte ho koi nahi h. jab jeene ka koi maksad na ho jab kisi ko aapki jarurat na ho aue aap bina hi bat ke kisi pe bojh ban jae
kitni badtar jindgi hoti h na aise jindgi meri h. phir bhi beshram ki tarah jiye ja rahi hu khaye ja rahi hu piye ja rahi hu. aur kar bhi kya sakti hu
iske siwae. marna to chahti hu aur himmat bhi h marne ki phir bhi dihth ki tarah jiye ja rahi hu koi sharam wala insan hota to shayad ab tak dub ke mar chuka
hota lekin mujhme sharam thode hi h

I just wanna be whole..

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 20:07:30 +0100

I'm a 15 year old girl and I feel things I shouldn't. My life's never been easy, never. When I was 3-4 my parents got divorced, I didn't realize what was happening at the time. My dad has never showed that he love me. My sister who's 23 months older then me always tells me that he loves me but he doesn't show it because I don't show that I love. Do I have to earn my dad's love? I don't think so. A daughter shouldn't have to earn her dad's love. I live with my mom now. Some people would probably say that my life is good. Sure it is good. Almost every day I'm happy, but there are feelings in me that I don't understand. I hide them because I don't know what to do with them. 2009 I lost 4 friends, I cared about them, I loved them. What did I do wrong?

I'm not broken but I'm not whole. I want to be whole, but I don't know what to do so I can be whole. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I always think that no one can break my heart now because it's already broken. That's not true, I fall down everytime I try to stand up. My heart is broken, and I'm sure it'll break again soon.

sorrow lullaby

Mon, 11 Jan 2010 07:30:43 +0100

I'm trapped in a room. the walls of this room are what ifs. emptiness surrounding me, nothingness running over me inside of me.. feels like my brain is going to explode.. all i can see is a big WHAT IF coming closer.. i try to push it away, but every time it comes back it gets closer. i wish these thoughts would go away with my tears, leave me alone.. give me a break at least.. i wish and i wish and i wish. every time i see a light darkness takes over again. i thought crying would take all this pain away, it only made it worse. i want to forget, can i forget and what if i forget? i want to leave all this behind, never recall! disremember. regret is invading occupying and capturing my soul my life my being!.. if i could just wake up with no memory, no feelings. numb what i want to be, desensitized.. paralyzed! i hide inside my mind cause i feel safe.. i am shielded inside my mind. and so it will be as from now.

Love not bestowed upon

Mon, 04 Jan 2010 16:54:41 +0100

There is a song by Pete Townshed with the following lrics - People keep on repeating that you will never ever fall in love. I am 25 and have never really falled in love. My friends have fallen in and out of love and tell me that I am lucky not to suffer the trauma of being in love. I am not sure if it’s a tragedy or blessing in disguise. I am adored and loved by my friends and family. I have everything I could ask for and am really grateful for it. But I am not loved the way one should be loved. All I could ask is to fall in love atleast ONCE.