I’m tired of me, myself and I.  I’m tired of pretending I’m not who I am.  I’m tired of not making new friends and abandoning my old friends.  I’m tired of pretending like this doesn’t affect me.  I’m tired of not being able to express my real opinion.   I’m tired of going out to a bar and getting obliterated in order to attempt to feel normal.  I’m tired of disappointing the people that mean the most to me.  I’m tired of disappointing myself.  I’m tired of feeling I’m not “like the other boys.”  I’m tired of thinking I’m abnormal.  I’m tired of thinking I’m a failure.  I’m tired of being told I’m not realizing my full potential.  I’m tired of picking fights in order to mask my self confidence.  I’m tired of picking fights with myself.  I’m tired of regretting my life.  I’m tired of worrying what other people think of me.  I’m tired of worrying what I think of myself.  I’m tired of my own failure.  And above all I’m tired of my own mind always berating me.
I’m tired of being me.
I just want to stop being tired.