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I just want to be happy!
My Problem is,I don't want to be together with nobody..cuz my dad was really big problem for us(with my mum)he was alcoholic and when he was drinking,he was begining to scare us.but they broke up in may-08..My childhood was terrible..I just remember that I was crying everyday..so now I'm thinkin' that everyman will be like my father and I'm so afraid.Before 2 or 3 years ago I was really funny and I had a lot of boyfriend..but interesting now I don't want anybody :S and thinkin' if I marry with somebody he will be different country doesn't matter where is!I'm ready to learn different language,different culture and change my religion so I'm ready to change my life..if I find a great boy.I wanna be mother.I want to leave my country,my parents unless I love them too much!..am I thinkin' anormal?..I lived very bad things now I want to be happy with different life...I said that to my mom..said I wanna be together who is from different counrty and culture.I guess that everybody same like my dad in my country..so I afraid a lot!..I'm sure about it I will be great mother and have a great family....pls help me..am I thinkin' wrong?..if a person had a terrible time in her life..is it possible to have a new one?can you change your life full?change your language,culture,religion,country??..I just want to be happy in a different life!!
(1 year 7 month ago)
I think it is good that you have decided to try and improve your life but dont forget there are good men and bad men in all countries,religions and some cultures are quite oppressive for women i think to move away for a while could do some good but you shouldnt feel you need to change everything about yourself im sure one day your time will come to be happy with another but like me maybee we should do things to make ourselves happy first but dont forget family are still an important part of everyones life so dont cut them out completely.
I have also been thinking of moving abroad and living life but i dont think im brave enough yet so have started looking for a new job and will try to put some money away ready.
Take care :)
I have also been thinking of moving abroad and living life but i dont think im brave enough yet so have started looking for a new job and will try to put some money away ready.
Take care :)
(1 year 7 month ago)
You're right..actually I love my family,my country,religion,language..but I afraid may be you're right I have to be ready for new life first..and I have to keep some money on my pocket.I know that life is not easy!..thxx (:
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