I will tell whats my problem quickly...I'm interpreter,and studying languages in ma country..always hear them..i'm so smart,pretty,sweet,beatiful bla bla..I had lots of boyfriends..was shopping everyday..was care myself more than everything..I had an offer for a great job last year..I went a city which I have never been before...I worked there 10 days..I was interpreter one of the famous clubs director..I was like crazy was so nervious..it was a big change to improve myself..I went there and stayed with tourists together..we shared our cultures.there was a boy who is tall blonde handsome and so serious..I didn't meet with him.one day I was swimming one of my friend..he came near us and told something to my friend..than he said we didn't meet before..we met in pool was so funny and than we were together all the time for 2days..last night we went party together..he was so drunk and slept on my shoulder tried to sleep on my lap.he was so sweet I can't explain.than he turned back his country.and I turned my city..5 months later we began to talk on facebook.than we talked everyday.talked on webcam..shared our problem was so close.well I don't mean our distance..I used to talk with him everyday..our webcam was always open so we could see each other all the time.he was eating sleeping..and i was watching him..he is so diferent from everybody cuz of that I surprisly felt in love with him..but I couldn't say to him..i went my hometown and stayed there about 1 week..we didn't talk when i turn he said he thinks serious about me...he wants to marry with me.thinks to learn my language and move my country and find a job here 2 children bla bla...he said you were the most beatiful girl in hotel..I wanted to meet you but i'm so shy..than I learnt we had same friends and came next you...I cried when he was talking...next days i only dream of him though..he said he wants to visit me.THAN.nowadays I began to write him hello hi bla bla he didn't answer me but im sure he was online and saw my messages..than i didn't write anything to him..about 1 month past I'm like beard...don't talk with nobody..don't shopping..don't date with boys..don't eat anything..just thinking about him he don't write nothing...don't sleep at nights..my family,friends all of them are worry about me...he wrote me today..said he went trip with his friends and had lots of new friends right now..he miss them specially 2 of them..(don't know whats mean that)..than he said he is fall in love I answered happy to hear that but I was crying when I was writing it..than he said he joked and laught...don't know what is he trying to do...but i know that very well ..i love him...plss give me some advice.