i lyk him.. i alwys want him to be around me.. wid me.. am most comfortable wen he is sitting next to me.. i can hold his hand.. i want his attention.. i want him to feel dat m dere.. n also feel wen m not dere.. bt wat i jst dont want is dat he give more attention to a particular person i dnt lyk.. bt he ll coz dis person is his fren too n infact mine too.. bt i know dis person's feelings also for him.. i dnt know wat to do.. wat to say.. how to say.. m juggling sumwhere between love n frenship n envy..its bad i know.. i want to now keep it only to friendship.. n i succeed also bt d moment he gives me a lil more attention.. i get bak.. m stuck in a weird kind of a situation.. it sometimes becomes so difficult to balance ur emotions n ur mind..
hope i get ovr it soon..