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(1 month 1 week ago)
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I just wanna be whole..
I'm a 15 year old girl and I feel things I shouldn't. My life's never been easy, never. When I was 3-4 my parents got divorced, I didn't realize what was happening at the time. My dad has never showed that he love me. My sister who's 23 months older then me always tells me that he loves me but he doesn't show it because I don't show that I love. Do I have to earn my dad's love? I don't think so. A daughter shouldn't have to earn her dad's love. I live with my mom now. Some people would probably say that my life is good. Sure it is good. Almost every day I'm happy, but there are feelings in me that I don't understand. I hide them because I don't know what to do with them. 2009 I lost 4 friends, I cared about them, I loved them. What did I do wrong?
 
I'm not broken but I'm not whole. I want to be whole, but I don't know what to do so I can be whole. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I always think that no one can break my heart now because it's already broken. That's not true, I fall down everytime I try to stand up. My heart is broken, and I'm sure it'll break again soon.
(1 week 2 day ago)

I know exactly how you feel. My parents are still together, but my dad doesn't care for me. He always says he loves me but guess what? When I cry he will yell at me and say "stop being an emo little b****"
 
My sister doesn't love me. If I do one little thing wrong he screams at me for being a retard.
 
Yeah you lost 4 friends I know that sucks. But I don't have friends. In class I sit by myself and draw. I don't get invited to parties , I'm not popular. And most people don't like me.
 
Some people like you and me just have a harder time in life early on, most others with have a rough time when they're older. Let's both give it some time. Things will get much better.
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