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(6 month 1 week ago)
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I just wanna be whole..
I'm a 15 year old girl and I feel things I shouldn't. My life's never been easy, never. When I was 3-4 my parents got divorced, I didn't realize what was happening at the time. My dad has never showed that he love me. My sister who's 23 months older then me always tells me that he loves me but he doesn't show it because I don't show that I love. Do I have to earn my dad's love? I don't think so. A daughter shouldn't have to earn her dad's love. I live with my mom now. Some people would probably say that my life is good. Sure it is good. Almost every day I'm happy, but there are feelings in me that I don't understand. I hide them because I don't know what to do with them. 2009 I lost 4 friends, I cared about them, I loved them. What did I do wrong?
 
I'm not broken but I'm not whole. I want to be whole, but I don't know what to do so I can be whole. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I always think that no one can break my heart now because it's already broken. That's not true, I fall down everytime I try to stand up. My heart is broken, and I'm sure it'll break again soon.
(5 month 1 week ago)

I know exactly how you feel. My parents are still together, but my dad doesn't care for me. He always says he loves me but guess what? When I cry he will yell at me and say "stop being an emo little b****"
 
My sister doesn't love me. If I do one little thing wrong he screams at me for being a retard.
 
Yeah you lost 4 friends I know that sucks. But I don't have friends. In class I sit by myself and draw. I don't get invited to parties , I'm not popular. And most people don't like me.
 
Some people like you and me just have a harder time in life early on, most others with have a rough time when they're older. Let's both give it some time. Things will get much better.
(4 month ago)

Charlotte and a girl who is 15...you're not alone u have already families..i believe that if u show them love,u will get back that love..'stop bein an emo litte B'is not good but why your dad is sayin like that?..moms and dads can divorce..its not the end of the life..its only person can understand u is me..u say that u're happy and fun..but there is smt wrong,right?...u re thinking but cant find the answer..listen there is a little heart inside of you..that heart has feelings need love..dads and moms love is different..u cant find dads love in your mom..its nature..u need dad,his peace..thats all..my parents divorced 3 years ago when i was 16..i decided to not see my father anymmore..i live with my mum like you.im so happy,have money,have carreer..but there is smt wrong..i sometimes miss him..really..sometimes i cry in my room when im alone at home..lookin old photos and thinking..take care bb.
(3 month 3 week ago)

I'm just a 14 year old girl, but here's my opinion.
Perhaps your dad does love you, except that he shows it in a different way. Ever heard of the five love languages? They are ways that different people express their love towards each other:
-Physical Touch (eg. hugs)
-Acts of Service (eg. helping you)
-Quality Time (eg. spending lotsa time with you)
-Gifts (eg. buying you things)
-Words of Affirmation (eg. saying "I Love You")
Your love language is the one which affects you the most and when someone does that, you feel more loved.
 
For example if your love language is 'gifts', you'll feel more loved when people give you things and you give people things to express your love. Henceforth, perhaps your daddy and you have different love languages =)
5 Love Langyages by Gary Chapman
My Blog Post on Love Languages
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