I feel so lonely,no one understands me.I don't have the right to cry and have to hide myself in order to. I feel I am a burden to my family.I get bullied a lot in school, both verbally and physically.But telling my family members won't help, because they don't understand.Telling them will make me feel worse.I have to keep my depressions to myself.But lukily I found this place to let out my sorrow.If not I think that someday I will not be able to take it and blow up. But I still feel depressed,I wish I could die,I wish I didn't even exist.This way, the people around me would have lived a happier life.I don't feel that there is any meaning or reason for me to live.I don't dare to die, but I feel I'm sort of living for nothing...