Hi, I'm A and Im 17 years old. Right now I couldn't be more happy, because I have this amazing person by my side always. Although we have to keep us super lowkey and not tell anyone, I can't help but love him. Whenever he's around I'm just always happy, never sadness. And when we kiss I get the biggest butterflies but not like a nervous butterfly feeling, but one of those ones where you're like "wow, this person actually makes me really happy." I still remember the first night everything happened as if it was written on the back of my hand. We were both really drunk but for some reason I never forget anything when I'm drunk. We took shots and then then crazy moment came where our lips met and it just became a sexual night overall. The next day we went back to his house and I had the best night of my life. I woke up to him right next to me just laying there, and the feeling of having him next to me just made me so happy. I repeat myself alot but this is the first person I think I've ever actually been genuinely happy with. Although his rude remarks and comments about certain flaws of mine, I just can't stop but love him. I couldnt ask for anyone better, I love you.