When would all of this end? :'( I just hate being bullied and treated so badly. Sometimes I just wished that I wasn't even born. Why? Because there is no one would care even if I fall most of the time, I just feel like the only person on earth who isn't seen by anybody else. I have friends who are backstabbing me and classmates who would even choose a rock as a partner than having me... I'm smart and tall but it isn't enough.. I know the fact that I'm not pretty and thin/slender.. I'm a bookworm and so what.. I just don't know why it feels like the whole world is against me... Especially with the fact that my parents even don't understand me... I got brains and talent what else should I have to be accepted in this kind of society? I feel like I may have potentials for a better future an opportunity to escape this situation but why am I suffering this way? Ain't it a very painful and slow way to die... :'(