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I feel really alone. I mean, I understand that "all teens go through this" (I'm 13) and "it's just a phase," but it really hurts. I have two best friends and a great school that I will be moving away from this summer. Recently, about a month ago, I've started just feeling really, really sad. My mom and my sister have moved to where we are going already. We (my dad and I) go up to my mom's every weekend. Before my sister moved to be with my mom, every time we would go back to our house here, she would tell me that I was the only reason that we couldn't be with mom. As I thought about it, she's right. My mom, dad, and sister are all willing to move there as soon as possible, but I don't want to leave at all. It means leaving all of my friends, as I've been here for three years, and quitting a great strings program (I play cello). I've grown really attached to everyone here. I can't tell my friend Sarah, because she has many problems already, and would be all like, "Yeah? Well I have worse problems." (I've tried telling her, she's done the same thing every time.) The reason I can't tell my friend Ashton is because she just doesn't understand. Both of my best friends have been here for pretty much their entire lives, and just don't understand what it's like to have to move away from everyone you know and love.
Yeah, like I said, I have my best friends and school, but when I get home, it's just me, because my dad is away at work. It always seems like I'm alone. At school, it seems like everyone is trying to avoid me, even my friends, and when I say "Hi" to people I know, they're just like, "Why are you talking to me?"
I have thought about suicide and cutting, but it seems too painful, and there's always people saying "It'll get better, even if there seems like there's no way out," so I cling to that.
I really don't know what to do, and I can't talk to anyone, so here I am. I know this seems like just another sob story, but I just want to write this out where no one will know who I am.
Yeah, like I said, I have my best friends and school, but when I get home, it's just me, because my dad is away at work. It always seems like I'm alone. At school, it seems like everyone is trying to avoid me, even my friends, and when I say "Hi" to people I know, they're just like, "Why are you talking to me?"
I have thought about suicide and cutting, but it seems too painful, and there's always people saying "It'll get better, even if there seems like there's no way out," so I cling to that.
I really don't know what to do, and I can't talk to anyone, so here I am. I know this seems like just another sob story, but I just want to write this out where no one will know who I am.
(1 year 1 month ago)
WOW,im going throught the same thing-
My life is so insaine i lost my father when i was 1 month old!!! im not aloud to see him and my life just keeps getting better. In school this girl named hannah is my best friend ever but this girl is keeping her from me and it kills me!! i love her but she dosnt know that:( so this girl named morgan (WAS my friend) and this guy named brandon and we all went ice skating and morgan REALLY likes brandon and he dosnt like her at all!! He likes me but not her!!! we were having so much fun but of corse morgan wasnt, cause he didnt like her and she did. so shes upset and i didnt know why so i txted him and was like "whats wrong with morgan?" an dhe txts me back and is like"idk, i asked her but she wont tell me:(" so we kept txting cause we were ice skating and i kept falling and it was sooooooooo much fun and she gets mad if any one txts him or anything to do with him!!! so i went back to her house cause i was sleeping over and when im asleep she goes through my phone and erases everything!!! so i wake up the nxt morning and i call my mom to come pick me up and i get hom eand this girl deziree calls me and were 50/50 friends we go on and off(oh, and dd i tell you deziree and brandon WERE dating but he brok up for me:/) so of corse morgaan had to call her and tell her me and brandon were flirtingthw WHOLE time , like are u f'in kidding me right now so im crying cause morgan backstabbed me and it 4 more days till the end of the year and i wanna kill my self and i cant even be happy cause............... like i just feel like theres no way i can cause i cant see my dad and its sooooo hard and your so lucky you have your dad atleast:?
My life is so insaine i lost my father when i was 1 month old!!! im not aloud to see him and my life just keeps getting better. In school this girl named hannah is my best friend ever but this girl is keeping her from me and it kills me!! i love her but she dosnt know that:( so this girl named morgan (WAS my friend) and this guy named brandon and we all went ice skating and morgan REALLY likes brandon and he dosnt like her at all!! He likes me but not her!!! we were having so much fun but of corse morgan wasnt, cause he didnt like her and she did. so shes upset and i didnt know why so i txted him and was like "whats wrong with morgan?" an dhe txts me back and is like"idk, i asked her but she wont tell me:(" so we kept txting cause we were ice skating and i kept falling and it was sooooooooo much fun and she gets mad if any one txts him or anything to do with him!!! so i went back to her house cause i was sleeping over and when im asleep she goes through my phone and erases everything!!! so i wake up the nxt morning and i call my mom to come pick me up and i get hom eand this girl deziree calls me and were 50/50 friends we go on and off(oh, and dd i tell you deziree and brandon WERE dating but he brok up for me:/) so of corse morgaan had to call her and tell her me and brandon were flirtingthw WHOLE time , like are u f'in kidding me right now so im crying cause morgan backstabbed me and it 4 more days till the end of the year and i wanna kill my self and i cant even be happy cause............... like i just feel like theres no way i can cause i cant see my dad and its sooooo hard and your so lucky you have your dad atleast:?
(1 year 1 month ago)
Well, i have this friend too.. who always makes me feel left out. I know this doesn't have anything to do with your problem, but the thing is, I always feel sad and left out because she has her new best friends and all. If her new bestfriens are all alone, she'll accompany them, but if its me, she'll just give a look and talk to her new bestfriends. Sometimes when she talks to me she'll say :" see i'm such a good friend to talk to you because you're alone". I mean, aren't friends suppose to be always together? Instead of giving those comments. It's like she's forced to do it. I have to say, she's a good friend sometimes, but sometimes, she doesn't really understand how i feel.. being left out ALWAYS.
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So the thing is, I too, always feel depressed. And when I try talking to other people to socialise, they have their own secrets to share that aren't meant to be shared with me. Like :" why must I tell you?" and so.. i always feel alone. My dad's always not at home too.. and i feel sad for that too. He goes to Singapore on tuesday for work, and comes back on friday or saturday every week. (I live in asia) i hope he's at home often... i always have doubts on whether his having an affair or anything.. but his a good father.. he wont do stuff like that.. i hope. And i hope my mum doesnt feel to lonely. It really hurts me knowing that my mum has to sleep alone through those days without my father..
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i feel alone too. I can't tell my friends, because i know they're not really good in advising and they won't really feel like its a sad situation. but it is for me.. and they won't understand.
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I know I haven't been much help, but you're not the only one feeling alone too :)
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So the thing is, I too, always feel depressed. And when I try talking to other people to socialise, they have their own secrets to share that aren't meant to be shared with me. Like :" why must I tell you?" and so.. i always feel alone. My dad's always not at home too.. and i feel sad for that too. He goes to Singapore on tuesday for work, and comes back on friday or saturday every week. (I live in asia) i hope he's at home often... i always have doubts on whether his having an affair or anything.. but his a good father.. he wont do stuff like that.. i hope. And i hope my mum doesnt feel to lonely. It really hurts me knowing that my mum has to sleep alone through those days without my father..
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i feel alone too. I can't tell my friends, because i know they're not really good in advising and they won't really feel like its a sad situation. but it is for me.. and they won't understand.
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I know I haven't been much help, but you're not the only one feeling alone too :)
(11 month 3 week ago)
I feel alone too and i want to talk with you.but i'm from other country and if i have written with mistakes this is cuz i don't know english well. that's my  mail  iggyazalea94@gmail.com ,plz  write to me
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