to keep this feeling as a secret from u, it does hurt me. even after trying many times to forget all the memories back there, i still couldn't forget u. i'm tired of this feeling.. i'm tired of crying every single time i think about it. i couldn't tell u this feeling, the way u treat me, i don't know whether u.... don't be too nice to girls. be nice to the one who u really meant to take care of. don't make me clueless. n still, i'm thinking of u right now, n i couldn't tell it to u too again, because i'm sure u are still looking at the girl u told me before... p/s: i don' hate her, i'm just dissapointed with u,,