Having someone you truly love and losing them is a pain.like no other. Waking up one day and they are gone out of.your life because you were never good.enough for them to begin with is a pain that should never be felt. Yet I have felt this pain all my life. Knowing you are not the best looking guy in the world is.okay. but always being put down shot down by different types of women kind of hurts after a while. Then I thought I found my girl when I found her. But as soon as she found someone taller better looking and who was white she left me in a heart beat now she's stuck in my head and I'm lost in this world I have dreams where I see her but she doesn't see me all my hopes are drained I give up on love it does not exist for everyone