My inner voice sometimes tells me i am less then everyone else. I am sick of the word self esteem and confidence. I am sick of my eyes and the way they see people. I am so sick of it i have made my own little ice castle to hide. I want someone just to ask me out on a date that i am attracted to. I keep thinking its me, what else could it be its me. So i read and exercise, poke, and prode and all i do is get tired. When you are single and alone and don't want to be. People want to help, but all they do is critize. I do enough of that myself. All i want is someone who will sit on the couch and watch a movie with me. Someone who will not mind my occassional mess and when i look at them i see someone who sees the bigger picture and actually thinks before they move. All i know is eye would like my ice castle to melt.